Ready for christmas!

I am finally ready for Christmas, I have all my gifts bought, food ready, and my parents have made it safely here! I feel pretty good about my grade on the first draft, its not a perfect grade, but you cannot always be perfect right. I have not had much sleep and am looking forward to hitting my pillow tonight, getting everything ready takes a lot of energy! Merry Christmas everyone and have a very happy new year!

What next????

So my grandmother who is all the way in Ohio is not talking to anyone in the family, and some guy is pretending to be her son and is taking control of all her stuff. My mom is going to school and is having a difficult time with some other family members. My sister is getting prank calls all night long, and to top it off my check has not came yet so I am unable to get my kids anything for Christmas until it does. What in the world could be next really, haven't I been through enough? I just want a break from all the madness, when is it my turn to get some good news?

Stressed

So sick of getting the run around by people. When you say your going to do something you should be responsible and do it, and if you are unable to do so then you need to be respectful and call the person and let them know. I hate making plans only to have them shot down at the last minute by a no show! I have had so many people cancel on me this week that its not funny, and they all use the lame excuses like, I have to clean, or something like my daughter took my phone and I didn't hear it go off. Why can't people just be honest? Seriously it works out so much better when people are honest and sincere about it.

Another day.

I can remember when I worked as a rehabilitation tech that in AA they always said "take it one day at a time" and that is just what I am doing here. I may not be addicted to anything besides mountain dew, but we can all us this little piece of advice. Trying to make thing happen all in one day does not work out for the best. So i will take a deep breath for now and take another twenty four.

The day after Thanksgiving!

As a family tradition the day after thanksgiving we put up all our christmas decorations, only this year we have to wait a couple extra days because everyone decided to get sick! My daughter is the little angel that started it all, and its been down hill since then. We all have stuffy head, runny noses, and tummy aches does that sound wonderful! We will have our tree up by sunday, I am bound, bit, and determined to have my tree up before the first of December! Wish me luck.

I have left myself....

I feel as if I have left my own body to explore a new road, on to which I am unsure of the destination. This week has been crazy, trying to get ready for the holiday's and keeping kids busy, on top of doing my course work for both classes, I just feel a little flustered. I hope things settle down soon, so I am able to hear myself think!!!

Deep in thought.

I have had a lot on my mind so far this term, how to deal with seminars being so early, and how to make sure all of my work is completed and submitted on time. I think I need to do some more meditation on these topics, because so far all I have decided is do what I can, but I usually try to do way more than that, so it makes me feel as though I am not doing what is expected. I can and will do this, I will complete my classes with the desired grade!

First entry

This is my very first blog entry!!